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    July 15

    The summer which without "KANA"

    远留的KANA从远留那里离开,消失在沙榭.远留的花七从沙榭离开,在远留那里停留了10年又回到了沙榭,让远留痛苦等待到41岁时,又以KANA的身份回到了远留的身边.天真无邪的笑脸喊着「远留爸爸」.远留啊,寂寞吗? 

     远留的爱断送在沙榭,又从沙榭那里死灰复燃.手中的月亮是闪烁的KANA,是万万碰不得的女儿花七.远留啊,是什么让你尝尽一次痛苦却又重蹈覆辙呢?是14岁时迷恋KANA便无所畏惧的年少冲动?还是17年后沙榭星上花七视如生命的告白后伤口的血液沸腾?

    远留的爱是刻有花七名字的KANA,是没有保存KANA记忆的花七.这份爱被那场持续好多年的磁场风暴缠住了脚,硬生生的困在了沙榭.又趁着磁场风暴间歇的空隙,见缝插针的钻回远留怀里,在远留泉涌般全心全意地照料下,滋长,繁殖,一天比一天壮大.直到感情的树枝茁壮至父爱的温室玻璃遮挡不了时,才交待了罪.原来压抑着的感情不会因为时间的错乱而沉入海底,反而在内心深处发酵酝酿出女儿红醉人的香.远留的那份爱,便堂而皇之的随着血液流回到心脏,每天多爱花七一点,心脏也附和着多跳动一次.

    再次见到花七后的远留,20岁的远留,自认为是花七亲生父亲的远留,从那以后都只为花七一个人活的远留 .「为了花七,我念书给她听;做饭给她吃;种花让她欣赏;我将全部爱意倾注在她身上」12岁的花七带着男朋友来家里玩,远留的内心便起了波澜,父爱凝聚而成原本平静的湖面也荡起了涟漪,只是谁都没有觉察.只是因为谁都没有觉察,远留的理智才又潜入湖底,乖乖的躲起来扮演偶尔浮出湖面的水怪.

    远留不该硬要触碰水中月的,不该不该的.14岁的他无法想象犯错后的惩罚如何巨大又如何痛苦,一次的冲动就从沙榭星得到了一次40年的疼.痛苦像日光晒不去的影子,整日整夜的绕着远留,从脚到头直至发梢,远留远留的叫着笑着.然后悔恨像蚂蟥咬破皮肤,钻入身体,咬断了神经,蠕动在每一寸血管下,惹得远留龇牙咧嘴的疼.远留不能叫,因为这是罪,是报应.

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